Prompt: Think of a book that has shaped the reader that you are. How has that book impacted the way you take on text? How has reading impacted you, your schooling, your outlook? I have given you a glimmer into my reading world. It is personal and it makes me a little vulnerable. Please respect this glimmer. Perhaps, you will see how out of the ashes of failure, knowledge can rise.
As a child I did not read much. Not because I did not want to. Reading was hard. I never really read until middle school. I decided that I wanted to get better at reading. So, I went to the library, and I picked the book The Grapes of Wrath. This was a book I had heard of and the people in my world all spoke so highly of the text. I checked it out and took it home to read. The book was hard for a 6th grader and I only understood that it was about people who were poor and had to move. This book was returned, and I was a defeated reader. I could read all of the words. The problem, I lacked the ability to read the layers.
This book needed to be peeled back piece by piece. As a 6th grader, this was not my goal. I just wanted to read something good. I went back to the library and grabbed a book that was in the adult section, like the previous book, but further down the alphabet of authors. That summer, I read all kinds of books that would be considered beach reads. These books taught me to unravel characters, to identify patterns in plot, to pick up on archetypes--I did not know that word then--to differentiate between sentence structures that worked and ones that did not, and to know what good writing sounded like.
My uncle who was and is an advocate for the classics questioned my book choices. My response, "I'm a teenager who reads. That should be enough." That summer, through these books not deemed by those who dub books as having literary merit, I turned into a reader. It was this door that became my wardrobe leading to Narnia. Words and their power awoke within me a new language hidden behind my own ignorance. It was here that those layers I could not peel back before began to emerge. I could look at text and pull each layer back. Each layer revealed something about the text and it revealed something about me as a reader: constant reading and attention to language made me smarter in all aspects of my learning. I realized that no one is just born a good reader. It takes time, patience, and a willingness to wrestle with what is not understood. Once this happened, this ability to take on text created a hunger in me that only reading could satisfy.
I read constantly: books, poetry, magazine articles, news articles, professional development texts, essays, and the like. Since then, I have come to terms with Steinbeck. His books are nourishment for any
reader. But, I have him to thank. Without his text being a struggle for a young ambitious reader, I do not think I would be where I am today. His text taught me to look at text as ever changing. Though I am older, and his words are the same, the meaning I glean from our conversation is forever changing. I just need to be willing to look.